Friday, July 4, 2014

I deleted everything from here.

Nothing I've written about in the past matters right now. All that matters is that I am the happiest girl in the world. The highlight of my every day is talking to Evan, and I am counting down the days until he is home. 185 as of today.

He is everything I've ever wanted, even when I didn't know I wanted it. I want to be adored, and loved, and doted upon. I want the cheesy romantic stuff I thought I hated. It's wonderful when you know that it's genuine. And with all the love that he gives to me, I wanted to give it right back, times a million. I want to buy him the entire world, and tell him that he's the most amazing, cutest, boy on the face of the Earth.
It's fantastic to feel this way. Even in "bad" times, I'll have to remember that I got so lucky with the risk that we took on our friendship to try out something more.
I've never felt so loved.